All righty, let's see... Where shall I begin. AH! How about w/ Friday, hmm?? All right. Friday: 5 O'clock. I'm supposed to go to Chili's for our cast party for the play I'm in. My theatre teacher/director thinks we need a "bonding session" y'kno, to get to know each other so it'll make the play look better and what not. So I go to Chili's. 5:00 PM. I arrive, no one's there yet. 5:05 Still nobody there except for me. 5:10 I'm getting worried. Did I have the wrong date written down? 5:15 Start calling friends asking for numbers. 5:25 FINALLY get a hold of one of my castmates, Erika. I ask her "Are we still doing the Chili's thing?" She responds "No we cancelled it yesterday." (The day I wasn't there for rehearsal.) "Why, are you there?" ME trying to control my anger "Umm, ya actually. Haha." "OMGsh! We TOTALLY forgot about you!" That's for sure.

Well I'm already at Chili's so I think, WHAT THE HELL. Might as well get food while I'm here. So I tell the hostess that instead of the 10 people that were supposed to come, it will just be ME. Me. All by my lonesome. Me. She sits me in a small booth thingy. My waitress comes, she sits down in the seat opposite of me and says "Hey, what're u doing all alone on a Friday night? Shouldn't a girl like you be having fun and hanging with friends??" I tell her my story. I kno that she's trying to be nice, but jeez lady, you make me feel like a sad little abandoned puppy sitting alone in the rain. She was really nice though, so I shouldn't be too hard on her. She says "Well screw them! Now we get to have girl time! Haha!" [Seriously, I thank her for being such a good person and being so nice to me. I really hope that I'll meet her again because I really enjoyed having her as a waitress.] She then says "What can I get you a margarita...in about 5 years?? Haha." Hmmm everytime I come in to this Chili's they always try to push the alcohol on me or remind me that I'm still a 'minor'. Later on she tells me that the boy behind me is sitting alone, too. She then goes up to him and says "So, the girl behind you...do you go to the same school? Do you know her?" We both turn around. "No, I don't know her." My waitress then replies w/ "Oh, well she's single!" Oh my word. "Great. I'm not." My waitress then goes "Oh, well, um... I gotta go now." I'm just laughing in my head.

I had soup and salad. Both were extremely yummy. When my waitress hands me my bill I realize that she left the Dr. Pepper I got off of the bill. I then pointed this out and she said "Oh, I know. I just feel so bad that you have to be here alone so I thought I'd leave it off." I tell her "Oh, I can't do that. I kno it's a small amount but it just wouldn't feel right." "AWWWW you're even a good person! Aw your so sweet! Ok, now I'm really angry at those jerks who forgot about you. Ok, next time you come in here come find me and give me a picture of these people and I will take them OUT!" I laugh. She is such a cool person! "Will Do," I say. I then paid the bill and said goodbye and left. Ok, so while my "Castmates" canceled the Chili's thing, apparently they didn't cancel this Improv show that they were going to go to at the high school. So I walk to the high school. I walk there in less than 15 minutes! WOOT! OK, only two of my castmates go to this Improv thing. Now I'm PISSED! I didn't really say much the rest of the night. I could've been having a good time with my friends, but no, I wasted my time eating alone and hanging with people I don't even like! GRRR! They can go fuck themselves for all I care.

My weekend gets worse. I asked that guy to banquet. He already had a date. Ok, nevermind that part wasn't very bad. I'm actually pretty okay with that since I REALLY didn't expect him to say yes anyway. It's the guy who asked me to banquet that PISSES ME OFF! Ok, so this guy, Jack, asks me to banquet. I really don't care for Jack, he scares the shit out of me. Ok, so what happened is I told him that I had already asked someone else but they hadn't told me whether or not they would go w/ me yet [Which was true at the time.] so I would consider him, otherwise I had a date already.  Less than 36 hours later; 6 text messages, a phone call and an email from Jack. All saying something like "Call me." or "I really need to talk to you." And one message saying something close to "I thought I was going to be your date." WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!? Ok, so, now I've told him that I have a date [which is a complete lie] but how else do I say "Get the fuck away from me because you scare the living shit out of me!" without saying Get the fuck away from me because you scare the living shit out of me? And now he won't stop bothering me about who it is!!

Boys...you PISS me OOFFFF!! Men, you're ok, but LITTLE BOYS stay the HELL away from me! Especially stalkers and psychos! I've dealt with you guys way too much this year, and I'm not putting up w/ any more of your shit!